"she talks about desertion. how each time it broke her heart. how with each break it became harder to heal. how with each time she healed it became harder to love again. how each time hope faded into desolation. into lonliness and despair. into self-hatred and self loathing. at the beginning there was hope. it faded. at the end there was nothing. she is seeking freedom. that is all she wants, all she desires, all she hopes to achieve. freedom. not just from chemicals but from the cycle of loving and losing, risking and failing..."
Bianca
11:11 PM