Wednesday, December 13, 2006

i wish finals were over. i wish i was 21. i wish i were home. i wish i was going away next semester. i wish i wasn't bored. i wish i didn't care about what other people thought. i wish i could stand up for myself. i wish i believed in myself. i wish i had someone. i wish i didn't feel so alone. i wish i were strong. i wish i wouldn't push people away. i wish...

"no more wish i may
no more wish i might
it takes a stiff upper lip
just to hold up my face
i gotta suck it up and savour
the taste of my own behaviour
i am spinning with longing
faster then a roulette wheel
this is not who i meant to be
this is not how i meant to feel

do you ever have that dream
when you open your mouth
and you try to scream
but you cant make a sound
thats everyday starting now
thats everyday starting now"
.ani

Bianca
12:16 AM