Sunday, July 23, 2006

"And I've been thinkin’, It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere, No"
.soco

"i don't want to hold back, i don't want to slip down
i don't want to think back to the one thing that i know i should have done"
.cake

Beginning of the summer consisted of me drinking almost every night, blacking out every weekend etc etc. So for the past couple weeks i've been taking it reaally easy.. not going out really.. not drinking not going places... i needed a break like that so bad, it practically saved me and my sanity. Anyways.. the point is that now i have around a month left of summer and im back to the same big fear of letting things pass by. I always get worried that opporunities will dangle right infront of me and I just don't see them due to laziness. There are sooo many things I want to do and I don't want this summer to pass by with nothing to take from it but sitting on my ass.

list:
-trips to nyc
-ferry to hamptons
-road trip [even if its not to a far place]
-hot air ballooning [though thats looking more and more unlikely]

Bianca
12:31 PM