Monday, May 08, 2006

oo i got a phone call this morning from a marketting firm in westport who my dad used to work with. im pretty stoked its a paid internship monday through friday. My dad was saying how its a pretty good firm that he did AOL and other big projects with. I'm kind of nervous though because i have to have an interview when i get back and I never how to handle interviews.. they just make me so nervous.. i never know what they are looking for.

but if i get it im ditching my nany job and will just do random babysitting a few nights a week.. stuff like that. i have to fgiure that one out cuz i need money soo badly, but i also need time to sit on my ass at the beach and time to party.. clearly my priorities are straight.

it's scary to think though.. halfway through college, interships, im slowly weaving my way into the real world. in two summers i will be fully emerged into it. i know my parents don't want me to live with them once i get out oh college and i don't want to either.. but its scary getting my own place, fully supporting myself, pay back my loans. geez. and it's really that far off.

i'm trying so hard to grab ahold of everything and every moment.. soak it all in and take it with me before it's gone.. it's all learning experiences and i hope i'm worried im not taking in all that i can.. i dont know if that makes sense...

Bianca
3:52 PM