Friday, October 14, 2005

ok WTF so does drinking even serve a purpose anymore? honestly... usually you drink to get more hyper, giddy, happy etc etc etc yadda yadda yadda and no. it doesn't work. i just stand there. drunk. not doing anything and just get sad or mad or something just not good... it happens all the fucking time now.

maybe i need to get away.

what happen to my old hyper crazy self?! i miss it a lot. now im just quiet and awkward and i never know what to do with myself and anyone who knows me knows that's not me.

what happened?
it's killing me.

Bianca
12:53 AM