Saturday, August 20, 2005

why is it that the guys that treat me the worst.. who make me feel so disposable so worthless and make me want to cry are the ones i can't resist.

the only possible rationale i can come up with is the urge to prove myself and prove to the people who can't see it that i can be worth something...

but that's stupid.
why should i want to prove something so badly to someone who doesn't care.

it makes you wonder...

WHAT THE FUCK GOES DOWN IN THIS HEAD OF MINE.
damn.

Bianca
6:43 PM