AHHHHH! James still hasn't called me and its been six days. He said he was going to call when he got there...Before I was trying not to think about it but now I can feel myself starting to crack. This morning I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth and my cell rang and I literally dodged for the phone thinking, "finally! its him! he's calling" it wasn't him.. nope. and now I'm starting to think.. what if something happened on the plane? what if he just completely forgot about me and just doesn't give a shit? [and the stretch..] what if he hooked up with someone at some topless beach or at some club and is too pussy to call me See..now I'm going crazy. I just want to hear his voice and to know that everything is fine.
Ok I need to stop because this clearly isn't healthy.
Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your door have been silenced forevermore
And the distance is quite simply much to far for me to row;
it seems farther than ever before (oh no...)
I need you so much closer...
Bianca
1:51 PM