I've come to the conclusion that I am the ultimate moodiest person ever. The slightest thing can make me sad, mad, jealous, offended, tired...etc. I have no idea what it is, but I am so easily effected my things, things that I shouldn't be. I can't even explain, much less pin-point one thing that makes me like this. Right now, its magnified by a bazzilion....my guess is because I'm expecting my period soon.
During work I was happy and giddy, even at the beginning of the shift, Boni made me feel incompetant and it didnt bother me...After work I went to ChatNChew with Robbie, Lauren, and James and as I sat on the couch sipping my fruit smoothie I got progressively more sad and quiet. I HAVE NOOO IDEA WHY. i just did. It happens every month, maybe even more so? I'm not sure...
it will pass...
and i feel right at home
in this stunning monochrome
alone in my way
i smoke and i drink
and every time i blink
i have a tiny dream
but as bad as i am
i'm proud of the fact
that i'm worse than i seem
what kind of paradise am i looking for?
i've got everything i want and still i want more
maybe some tiny shiny key
will wash up on the shore
Bianca
6:32 PM