I dispise my family right now. Yesterday I went to UNH and fell inlove with it. I decided that that is where I want to go and I'm going to take a student loan out. YESTERDAY that was fine with my mom. TODAY I get out of school with two messages from my mom saying that I better be home be 4:00 to go to UCONNStamford to see the school. I'd rather die than go there. I cry thinking about going there. That's how badly I don't want to go. WHAT DO MY PARENTS FUCKING WANT FROM ME!?!?!?!?! honestly. For one minute. One measly moment, I thought that I had the whole college thing figured out. I got the weight off my shoulder and the stress behind me. Now its the same old shit over again and it will never EVER end. I've had enough of it.
Bianca
2:04 PM