Today my school held the RedCrossBloodDrive. I walked in during my free period one and signed up. I went over to the beds and saw James giving blood. I watched as the bag next to him filled up with blood. Then the nurse went over to him and said that he had to stop because when the nurse put the needle into his arm, she bruised him...
dumb nurse...
I went over to the other side of the gym where we waited for someone to interview us... and i started getting nervous. My number was called and I got asked questions like.. "have I had sex for money or drugs in the past year..." then she gave me the finger prick which wasnt so bad. I don't mind those as much...
I went over to a bed and laid down... I have an intense fear of needles so James sat next to me and held my hand.. The nurse put the bag and tubes next to me and I started crying... WTF?!?!?. I didnt even see the needle yet and I freaked out. [dont ask. please.] As I was leaving, all the other nurses were like, "aww.. good effort" and kids in line were like.. UMM whats wrong with bianca?!
Last time I got my blood test was freshmen year and I got scared then also.. The nurse took the stuff away and told me that she won't do it unless i really want to and unless im ready. i swear... i want to. It's for a good cause! but im such a little baby lol.
*sigh* what am I going to do with me?
Bianca
5:40 PM