Wednesday, January 28, 2004

I admit. I watch OneThreeHill.IT'S GOOD!

In some of the episodes the characters remind me a lot of me. In tonights episode this girl brooke is going out with ChadMichaelMurray's character. Brooke's this slut who just got into this new relationship and she was getting worried about her relationship with chad. They met up on his porch one night to talk and she said something along the lines of, "You're the first truely amazing guy that i've been with. The first one I really care about and it scares me that I care so much. This is a whole new experience for me." That is me. right there. james is my first real boyfriend, all my past ones were assholes or stupid flings. he's just so amazing and I care about him so much that it sometimes scares me. The fact that I can feel so much for someone and not control it at all, it's frightening, you know? yet exciting at the same time. Crazy. I wouldn't change it for the world.

"To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain"

and there's my mushy entry

Bianca
12:24 AM