Saturday, July 12, 2003

Hmm so what have I been up to.. Been going to the beach, jeff came over to swim and my mom flipped.. lol she was all like [blah whose this random boy your bringing home, i want him to leave, im a bitch.. blah blah] lol and the night before mindy and dale were over and while we were watching the goonies they were hooking up and my mom kicked them out. she was ranting and raving about how its inappropriate and how our house is not for kissing and stuff like that.. [I just rolled my eyes and nodded...I think my moms on her period.]
Next night I went to the "batcave" with Jeff and Yvette one night and we drank and chilled. it was cool, jeffs friend paul works at this car warehouse type place so there were racecars and new ultimas and all these cars and yvette and I went exploring and we cranked up the music in all the cars and just danced, then yvette called this 8th grade slut up and bitched her out lol.. that was entertaining.. then she got sick and threw up and we went back to jeffs and slept there. Next day we watched part of RequiemForAdREAM..but didnt finish it [ive never seen the whole thing] and we also watched fightclub and yvette and i decided that edwardNorton is cute then that night yvette and I went to the itailian festival. I saw teresa there with tina galbo! I havent seen tina since 7th grade summer school lol.. how wack. everyone was there... it was CRAZY! I followed yvette around for a while while she talked to random guys she knew and i saw chris, elliot, catie and jess so we chilled while I mooched fried pizza off of elliot :). Then yvette left to go drink and she came back ad we left for a sec with filipe and this carnie went up to yvette and wasike your hot can i have your number? so she gave it with exchange for a free elmo.. We left then came back and we got stuck there with no ride and to our surprise, the carnie bnoy and his friends walked by and offered us a ride.. mmmm skecth situation. blah.. what else.. today I didnt get out of bed until 2:30 :) woohooo im such a bum.. its great. well mindy called at like 11:30 and then a read for a little. but i had this dream from the time i went back to sleep until 2:30 and it was such a GOOD dream! i'll tell it to yas...

So I went to a carnival and this carnie boy was really cute and started talking to me, he looked familiar but i didnt know where i knew him from.. he left his booth and we hung out and spent all night just talking and chillin. I left him for a little while to hang out with megan vena and her friends and then i was about to leave and go home but he found me and was all romantic and hugged me from behind and told me he wanted to hang out with me the next day by the beach at sunset and all this stuff and when we met up it was cute and we cuddled and all that jazz - he basically swept me off my feet..[which is something that hasn't happened for a looong time]

...I dont remember all the rest and all the details cuz well... who ever remembers all of their dreams.. but I was thinking about it while i was on the phone with mindy today and I thought that maybe my dream reflected my desire for a relationship.. who knows.. I dont even understand myself in that department.. I like want one thing then act completely different.. *sigh*

But yeah, back to my agenda, today I went to darien and chilled with my buddie pete. Then I went back to westport at like 1030 and chilled at jaryds and mindy,. dale and kirby were already there.. stoned... pigging out lol.. and we watched family guy and watched theWizardOfOz matched up with DarkSideOftheMoon just to see if it was true that they work together... and it is. cool man... hmmm but now im going to sleep. its 3:02am and this pointles babbling got me tired... night night kids

Bianca
3:10 AM