Sunday, June 15, 2003
Mmmm so I got
BenHarper tickets for next wednesday. :) I think
JackJohnson is playing to, but I couldnt care less lol I dont really listen to him. Now all I need to do it get my mom to give me 40 bucks before the day is over..
yeah I think its me, mindy, dale, arielle, nina and colin.
So what did bianca do this weekend.. hmm.. friday I went to the diner with Jessie and Arielle right after school and then I went to Arielles and Jessie went with Chris to Garrets party.. I had dinner at Arielles! SHNITZEL IS MY LIFE.. lol i love jewish food! then Arielle and I went to Garrets.. was fun. I played beer pong but I suck so much that dustin doesnt ever want to be my partner again lol.. yeah.. I dont really remember too much of that night..
saturday...
Helped my brother a little with his birthday party :) so cute! oh and James.. you missed Marcos birthday party AGAIN! .. anyways.. we I went on a walk..just me and my coldplay cd
*grins* I was supposed to go to the beach with some people but I couldn't get a ride until Arielle got out of her facial.. and by the time she did the weather for crappy so I got picked up and we went to Mindys. Jessie was already there.. but kirby had to catch a train I think.. so I didnt get to see her.. but yeah so I brought over.
200cigarettes..funny movie.. Dale come in the middle of it.. omg.. Arielle was laughing at all the not-funny parts. OH ARIELLE. then Jess, Arielle and I went bac to arielles so she could drop off her car, and chris came and took us to garrets. Arielle got so excited cuz chris came in his convertable and she never drove in a car with the top down in her life lol. so we got there and wells and rob were already playing beer pong but on the deck, and a bunch of people went on the roof to smoke. then wells and rob dueled fightclub style. hah alex [aka my fellow orgasm] has these really weird 100% non-addictive cigs lol. what else.. I played Kings with a bunch of people and i had to chug a corrs at the end of the game.. let me say I never had to pee so bad in my life... then we all just chilled..some peope watched
starwars...then matt came and we had a cake and celebrated his bday.. then we watched
southpark. quite funny.. then Arielle jess and chris left so I just stayed at garrets. omg the whole night garret was talking and wouldnt let me or dustin sleep lol.. oh well...
but yeah... im actually quite sick of the random hook up thing... Im starting to wonder if I'm even capable of liking someone again.. or for a long time. the last time I liked someone was in march or april... its june. You dont understand... im the kind of person who ALWAYS has some guy shes interested in.. even if its a small infatuation. there's something. I duno, its so strange to me.. maybe It's just that I've been hurt this year? so i have a hard time getting close to people now? or maybe there's just no decent guys around... well I havent met any recently.. I dunno.. I just feel empty and jaded and its kind of sad. I want my heart to skip when I see a certain someone..
*sigh*
well, I'm going to try to make my dad feel good on father;s day cuz right now he's depressed I didn't get him anything.. jeez... I think I'm going to start a childrens day and see how excited he gets about that.
A Warning Sign
A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realised
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses
Come on in
I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
That I miss you so.
A warning sign
You came back to haunt me and I realised
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover
Come on in
I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
That I miss you so
And I'm tired
I should not have let you go
So I crawl back into your opening arms
Yes I crawl back into your opening arms
And I crawl back into your opening arms
Yes I crawl back into your opening arms
p e a c e
coldplay mood. what you gunna do about it...
Bianca
9:26 PM
