Hmmm...So I had to wake up at eight in the morning cuz my parents decided that it would be fun to make me go to church. yay for that...I was sooo tired. I fell asleep during the service and my dad got all pissed. heh. Yesterday James and Ryan were over and James didn't leave until around eleven. I was so tired that day, I was acting retarded and everything. This is what waking up at six AM, five days in a row does to you. geez man. OH! I must tell you guys about our little adventure.
So, I was hungry as hell right? and I called up Ships for delivery but it was so expensive and James' and I didn't have enough between us, plus my 'rents were out so I couldn't beg 'em for any money. The only thing that came to mind was me driving over there myself. Ofcourse there's the little details like me not having my license yet..but whatever so we hopped into the car and off we went. After driving for a couple minutes I was like, uuhhh, byyyy the way, I don't have my contacts in, plus I've never drivin in the dark before. lol. it was fun, but I was soo paranoid that I would get pulled over. But let me tell you, the pork fried rice was well worth it. lol.
When we got back, James and I watched Memento which is a fucking amazing movie but since I was being dumb and braindead that day, James had to keep on pausing the movie to explain everything lol.
Ummm, yeah so after brunch my mom took me to SamAsh to get me that Acoustic that I've been waiting ever so patiently for. Omg, I'm so inlove with it. It's a Gibson Epiphone but the weird thing about it, is that it has a plug-in so I can plug it into an amp, but it doesn't have the volume changer on the side of it, so it's a ghetto electric acoustic lol. all good. I went over to James' and got all my tabs and chord sheets and we learned a little bit of theRedemptionSong. I went home and played for a few hours, and while I was tuning for an AniDifranco song a string popped. lol. I got my guitar like five hours prior to that. I rule! Meh, I'm gunna mooch string off of someone...
So right now I'm listening to Ani right now, and I've been doing so for the past two or three hours.
Dilate
"life used to be life-like
now it's more like show biz
i wake up in the night
and i don't know where the bathroom is
and i don't know what town i'm in
or what sky i am under
and i wake up in the darkness and i
don't have the will anymore to wonder
everyone has a skeleton
and a closet to keep it in
and you're mine
every song has a you
a you that the singer sings to
and you're it this time
baby, you're it this time
when i need to wipe my face
i use the back of my hand
and i like to take up space
just because i can
and i use my dress
to wipe up my drink
i care less and less
what people think
and you are so lame
you always disappoint me
it's kinda like our running joke
but it's really not funny
i just want you to live up to
the image of you i create
i see you and i'm so unsatisfied
i see you and i dilate
so i'll walk the plank and i'll jump with a smile
if i'm gonna go down
i'm gonna do it with style
and you won't see me surrender
you won't hear me confess
'cuz you've left me with nothing
but i've worked with less
and i learn every room long enough
to make it to the door
and then i hear it click shut behind me
and every key works differently
i forget every time
and the forgetting defines me
that's what defines me
when i say you sucked my brain out
the english translation
is i am in love with you
and it is no fun
but i don't use words like love
'cuz words like that don't matter
but don't look so offended
you know, you should be flattered
i wake up in the night
in some big hotel bed
my hands grope for the light
my hands grope for my head
the world is my oyster
the road is my home
and i know that i'm better
off alone"
Bianca
7:49 PM