Wednesday, September 04, 2002

Alright, right now I'm in one of those...deep,-let's-question-life-and-humanity-as-a-whole moods. I don't know what it is, maybe it's just because right now I have to make to usual transition at the end of the summer from freedom to the life of tortured monotony. I'd like to state that I am old enough to drop out of school. But yeah...like thats really an option. When did it all start anyways? You know...you;re ife depending on something that you don't even have a choice about? I never asked to go to school. yet, I'm stuck, taking a nose dive into the hardest year of my high school career. yay for that.
It's all good though. So far, I'm handling things, and being on top of them...which is actually something I've neveer been able to do. I'm determied to do good and to try real hard this year. But maybe that's because my parents tend to threaten my life if I don't put in the effort they require. Now I'm not just talking about my social life...I'm talking about my life as a whole. I might be over exaggerating, but lately, my life seems to be more in their hands, then my own.
I just have to put my foot down...or something. *shivers*

Bianca
9:01 PM