Monday, August 20, 2007

one week til prague. what happened to this summer? thank god it's almost over. :) im gunna try to find a way to post pictures on here while im abroad

Bianca
4:34 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

eight bucks in my back account.. baaaalllin'

Bianca
11:25 PM

Monday, April 30, 2007

"she talks about desertion. how each time it broke her heart. how with each break it became harder to heal. how with each time she healed it became harder to love again. how each time hope faded into desolation. into lonliness and despair. into self-hatred and self loathing. at the beginning there was hope. it faded. at the end there was nothing. she is seeking freedom. that is all she wants, all she desires, all she hopes to achieve. freedom. not just from chemicals but from the cycle of loving and losing, risking and failing..."
.a million little pieces

Bianca
11:11 PM

books I want to read soon:
-My Friend Leonard
-Choke
-Diary
-Five People you Meet in Heaven
-Running with Scissors

Bianca
10:23 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

"As Harold took a bite of Bavarian sugar cookie, he finally felt as if everything was going to be ok. Sometimes, when we lose ourselves in fear and despair, in routine and constancy, in hopelessness and tragedy, we can thank God for Bavarian sugar cookies. And, fortunately, when there aren't any cookies, we can still find reassurance in a familiar hand on our skin, or a kind and loving gesture, or subtle encouragement, or a loving embrace, or an offer of comfort, not to mention hospital gurneys and nose plugs, an uneaten Danish, soft-spoken secrets, and Fender Stratocasters, and maybe the occasional piece of fiction. And we must remember that all these things, the nuances, the anomalies, the subtleties, which we assume only accessorize our days, are effective for a much larger and nobler cause. They are here to save our lives. I know the idea seems strange, but I also know that it just so happens to be true."
.strangerthanfiction

Bianca
1:17 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

"how am i supposed to feel about the things i've done
i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run
i know that i hurt you things will never be the same
the only love i eveer knew i threw it all away"
.yellowcard

"everything i do is judged
and they mostly get it wrong but oh well
the bathroom mirror has not budged
and the woman who lives there can tell
the truth from the stuff that they say
she looks me in the eyes and says
would you prefer the easy way?
no? well okay then, don't cry."
.ani

"it just all slips away so slowly
you don't even notice till you've lost a lot
i've been like one of those zombies
in vegas
pouring quarters into a slot
and now i'm tired
and i am broke
and i feel stupid and i feel used
and i'm at the end of my little rope
and i am swinging back and forth
about you

how could you do nothing
and say, i'm doing my best
how could you take almost everything
and then come back for the rest
how could you beg me to stay
reach out your hands and plead
and then pack up your eyes and run away
as soon as i agreed"
.ani

Bianca
8:24 PM

Saturday, March 31, 2007

i know you're broke when you want to drive around to think about things but you can't afford the gas

Bianca
12:29 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

Alabama was such an amazing experience...
From the long never ending drive through Virginia and meeting "Graham", to being chased by meth addicts to building endless amounts of scaffolding to Aislings stupid ass face. To slam pigs vs. cum trees aka most intense game of wiffle ball EVER to finally going to Sonic and doing what we all did best [EAT]. To meeting Pam [what a hottie and amazing person], Johnnie P, Harold and lil nathan. To crawfish and grits. To actually making it through the week without drinking even though we stalked walmart to find a place to drink with the locals. To all the tours we never went on and the hot showers we never got. To having such an eye opening experience with 8 amazing girls who i looovveeeee.

thanks guys..

Bianca
12:27 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

soo... working on my take home exam or... looking through picture of Prague... hmmmm...

seriously soooo excited I wanna jump on the next plane out and just be in europe already! I'm so bored with new england I wanna travel and see different cities, histories, cultures, people etc. I've recently become obsessed with looking through pictures of my friends who are abroad right now [ahem Jill, Jo, Nicki and others] While you bitches are sitting on beaches and drinking exotic wines im sitting here during midterms in weather that is so cold my car won't start :/ I know once I leave and go to europe i'm never going to want to come home.. I was also thinking about going a few weeks before the semester starts or staying a few weeks after and just hang out in Madrid with my family? maybe?

fuuuck dude.. i just wanna get out and experience something completely new..

"you got to look outside your eyes
you got to think outside your brain
you got to walk outside you life
to where the neighborhood changes"
.ani

Bianca
9:53 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

between 5 classes, trying to figure out my job situation for the summer and this semester and the TONS of things I have to do to go abroad in the fall I am one stressed out mother fucker.

Bianca
8:55 PM

ALABAMA it is

Bianca
8:28 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

yaayyy habitat for humanityyyy

court and i got in and we're banking on going to NEW ORLEANS or another place down south. i'm so excited - even for the 23 hour drive. I haven't been to any states outside the northeast except for California so i'm definitely looking forward to driving through about TEN states and seeing as much as possible plus meeting new people and doing fun things. It's going to be AWESOME.
the end.

Bianca
3:19 PM